Wednesday, 4 July 2012
It is ridiculous how insecure I am about my writing right now. Imagine for one second, writing this posts for IWSG four times. FOUR times. I was up until 1:30 last night, hunched over this damn computer, eyes burning, shoulder screaming, only to end up scrapping each one of my posts.
I detest every word I punch out. The only reason I'm finally publishing this post is because I've run out of time and have finally given up. So this is quite possibly the worst post in the history of blogging - sue me. There are probably spelling errors in here too (gasp!). But I'm sorry, the words are just not there, or here, or anywhere. I feel like I've been trying to force puzzle pieces together and the picture of The Kiss by Klimt, looks like The Scream by Munch. *rolls eyes at crappy imagery*. Wish I could say my verbal deficiency is due to the 6 hour jet lag, but I've been in the States for almost a week now so the time zone can't be blamed.
So you know what? This post sucks but that's ok. I'm going to be fine. Today is the 4th of July and I'm going to celebrate it with my kids. We are going to get dressed in Red, White and Blue. I'm going to paint my toe nails with bright blue glittery nail polish, put on a crazy 4th of July head band and enjoy the festivities. I'm going to ooh and ahh at the pretty fireworks with my children, something I haven't been able to do in years. I'm going to enjoy this day because that is what's important to me.
And yes, I realize I've used the word "I'm" too many times in this post, but my writing can just go to hell. At least for the day...
So to all of you celebrating today: HAVE A SAFE AND HAPPY 4th OF JULY!